Friday, October 24, 2008

No Longer Confused


I recently told the guy I was "dating" how I felt about him. In return, he tells me he's dating someone else. My heart shattered, but I was prepared. It had been over a month since we last hung out and of course all of the possibilities were going through my head. I have shed far too many tears for this guy and I'm ready to move on. This week has been surprisingly easy. He's on my mind constantly and of course everything reminds me of him, but I've been doing better than I predicted.


All of this happened on Sunday after church. I basically ran after him in the parking lot and had to talk to him or else I would be putting myself through anguish. Thank God for friends! Liz came up to Park City with me and we ended up driving to Evanston, WY, just for the hell of it...and to buy good beer! We took the scenic route back and just had a good time, which is what I needed.


More tears were shed throughout the day, but overall, I'm hangin' in there!